(#5919) The daily blog posting is wearing me down

      I am just a human being so being worn down is part of the experience of being human. Yet some things are more important to be part of in life than others. Yet we all end up having to decide how we keep moving forward eventually. I am not wholly tired because of age issues, I am tired because we Americans are such cowards and ignorant both. We vote in a criminal to lead us and then when we find out he is just subjugating us we don't do anything to stop him. It is more than that unfortunately because writing for me was always a happy thing. Something to look forward to when letting of some steam or being mindful of creativity. Always an adventure of which adventures I have always desired.
     Not so much anymore. I am still trying to keep myself motivated by engaging in facts and truths but there isn't enough appetite in America for such mundane things when the sensational of the salacious is ever present. I am not a genius nor even a master at many things but at least I never lost my curiosity for knowledge to an obviously bad man and his divisive ways. So I suppose I could try to rustle up some more intensity toward thwarting the wrongs I know are coming but I am tired, really tired of having to do so when we never had to again, have this awfulness in the first place.
     It is as if no matter how clear and precise we explain the difference between right and wrong the conclusion reached by those who should have been able to distinguish good from bad were not able. So I sit here with the question in my brain why do I keep letting myself down by trusting others to be smart enough to do good? I believe I am just an optimist at heart which makes all of this a difficult consideration to not quit. Not quitting is getting harder to do when so many just don't care! They just don't care whether they are good or bad people. I don't care how they justify that to themselves but I do see what they do and what they do is  just not worthy of the uniqueness of the human being species.