(#6166) Everything I do is purposeful!

      I used to think as a teenager that I was insignificant with no real validation for my life. I had some tragedy befall me when I was younger but those were close to me but indirect and not directly associated with my own experience. Sure my father dying when I was 6 was a bit traumatic but we hadn't known each other very well since he was separated and divorced from my mother for a couple years before his death. No, I was unsettled in my soul about my purpose in life since I could not really relate to all the passion around me in others. It wasn't until I was much older that I realized that my purpose was just me being in this existence, like it is with everyone else. I didn't need some great miracle to justify who I am, I just needed to live with the knowledge that I mattered just like all of us matter.
     That insecurity about myself was probably my worst enemy. It held me back when the future was anywhere I wanted to live within it. When you feel less than it breaks your confidence and spirit. But soon I learned that no one was given a purpose in life. We are to understand that we are the purpose and then immerse ourselves within it. That is where I am living today with the total confidence that it is where I belong. No more do I doubt my thoughts and actions because I have tailored them to fit my principles of being better and even sometimes best. I think what I live because it is the truth within me. There is no intentional harm to myself or others in any of my thoughts. Now I may be angry with some and wish them ill but that is because they are intentionally harming others.
     Aside from the wrong doers on our planet, the rest of us, and it, is magnificent. The beauty in our existence on a planet nestled within a Universe that is so vast, cold, and unlivable is almost a dream come true. How fortunate I am to exist in this paradigm where the opportunities are so boundless, is beyond priceless. We are all part of the most incredible existence known to anything and anyone ever. That is a fact no one can dispute with evidence. Each one of us is simply by being here an amazing entity. What I am doing with my amazing entity is purposefully putting my better and best out there of me as offerings to everyone else. It is my honor to share this planet with all who like me want the best for all of us because we have been given the best known to any history ever!