(#5776) Almost forgot to post today

      It is after 7 pm here and I hadn't posted yet today. Very odd situation for me. Anyway I somehow lost my home page on my phone and spent the entire early morning setting up a new home page, barely. Enough so that I was able to work without being at a disadvantage. I had several work related apps on my phone and the only one I was able to salvage was luckily my workday app which lets me check in and out of work. The other apps were gone. Well I got two of them back later in the day but couldn't use them effectively until I got home after work and consolidated them into a format I could access. Pure luck in case any of you think I know what I am doing in the tech world.
     I am ready though for tomorrow with full access to all my Internet tools. But forgetting about not blogging is the real eye opener for me. I know I have been down since the election as it were but I didn't think I was ready to stop blogging everyday out of some kind of depressive state. I know I still have a fire to fight against the trump reality but surely it is a tempered fight because I am so exhausted. I put everything I had in my soul into believing our nation is/was ready to do great things for all of humanity and to have that crushed out of me is/was devastating. I feel sometimes like a shell of the man I was just several weeks ago.
     Even being a shell of a man though is a lot of man left. I just need to build back up and refortify my resolve. Forgetting to write my daily blog though is a sign that I have a lot of work to do. I am also getting ready for carpal tunnel surgery on Wednesday and I suspect that the rest I will need to give to my wrist will hamper typing. I will keep trying though to get my thoughts down in this blog as best I can and that right there tells me that I am not done fighting, Stopping the daily blog could have been excused with a compromised wrist but I won't let that stop me. It seems forgetting isn't enough to stop me either.