(#6054) Anticipating anyone's demise is a bit ghoulish

      Yet feeling or being ghoulish is a small sacrifice in the big picture of things. The end of a person who has spent his life destroying the lives of others for his own delight and pleasure is worth the temporary inhuman stench that is valued more to me than the person. I would rather we all do good and great things but it isn't up to me so I must live in the world where all others are not decent nor respectable. So altering how I feel about how I live my life is grudgingly part of who I am. If need be I can be someone else for a matter of time to help with providing a solution to a troubling problem, even if it is only between my ears.
     If feeling ghoulish about wanting the end of someone who is not a value to the ideals of promise and hope then so be it. I will bounce back with the thought that I am only part of this world not all of it. I can be less than what I want for myself if that being less is a value greater than my tolerance for continuing depravity. We all have our calculations we make that trigger our extraordinary responses. We each are just human beings trying to be better human beings until we run into those who would not. Then we have to adjust our modus operandi to fit the best solution to a problem that cannot be allowed to continue.
     So I will continue to await the moment I hear that he is not part of our world any longer. There are a couple of others as well but trump is the one we have to have less and less of in our lives. He is out playing golf today but I think that is just a publicity stunt to neuter the growing talk of his imminent demise. However he fakes his own health we all know that he hasn't got much longer and that is the most ghoulish favorite thing I can feel. I don't revel in his demise but I am anticipating it with focus. He did this to himself when all he had to do was be a good steward to our democracy and those of us who make up the majority of it.