(#5543) It's never to late for this old dog to learn a new trick

      I have been stuck in my ways for decades because I didn't have someone else to consider how my personal habits could affect them. Well now I do and I am learning that despite the comfort of my past habits I am in need of learning new ones. Not only for her but for myself. It is totally different to have someone see my behavior and tell me about it then to accept my behavior from myself as within the bounds of normalcy and keep moving on. There is nuance that I had not consider at times and from there is where I am learning. It seems appropriate anyway because none of us has arrived in a perfect state of being.
     Much like time and space, I have to be able to evolve to the ever changing dynamic of innovation, logic, and creativity. As new paradigms form and now for me a new relationship, the acceptable of the past is now unacceptable in many ways in the present and near future. Some of my considerations that formed previous conclusions are now not the basis for any equitable equation of reason. I have new considerations that are beyond what exists in my own head and soul. I am a man of science and logic so accepting truths even when they go against the grain of my previous safe and secure thoughts is my duty and as such force me to delve into the facts and reconstitute evaluations for proceeding.
     Such is this mystery of life. Just when we think we are somewhere in a safe harbor, a change arises and moves us out into the beginnings of reconfiguring. So my destiny is to keep changing with my existence and make sure that my changes are beneficial to not only myself but to my new companion in life. I think of it this way. I had to get to the point I am now at through the tempests and calm in my life so moving forward is just leaving the plateau I had occupied for a time so that my new adventure will take me along to another plateau of learning, where I am sure I will be needed to move from again in some little time in no doubt my estimation of knowing myself.